WARNING! This is really old crap that I wrote back when I was messed up (lol). Why am I posting this? Not sure, my assumption is that people can compare this blah to my more recent stuff. I guess to show I've improved? Well, whatever. I'd say enjoy but I don't think that's possible...so...er...try not to puke :D


Without a reflection to look at
Without a heartbeat to listen to
Without a path to follow
A numb wandering to nowhere
Just fable nothing

A taunting song bids me to be in high spirits
I smirk and walk along, not wanting to find anything
I am a flower that wants to stay closed
In my sweet insanity
Somehow, I like feeling hurt

Somewhere, somehow, I know happiness will come, yet I push it away
Sweet serenity out of solitude
Bitter happiness, inverted feelings
Understanding pain, no knowledge of pleasure

Askew corridors and bitter truth, I feel a vain nothingness deep inside
A flower that wants to stay closed
In it’s sweet insanity
With numb feelings and mixed thoughts
It’s all just a crazy mess in my head

Without a reflection to look at
Without a heartbeat to listen to
Without a path to follow
A numb wandering to nowhere
Just fable nothing

Where is everything headed?
An answer no one knows
Life’s meaning fades away with the darkness
As people’s thoughts stray, deception weaves its web
So easy for it to weave a maze, yet
I have no desire to break the maze
I’m just a flower that wants to stay closed
Ah, my inverted feelings so sweet

Without a reflection to look at
Without a heartbeat to listen to
Without a path to follow
A numb wandering to nowhere
Just fable nothing

A silent smile as I realize
Nothing’s real anymore
Nothing’s real at all
Because I choose for it to be